Song Lyrics
Twas an uneventful night as a crept/ Deep inside myself to my soul's darkest depths/Much like an abyss, infinite with no boundaries/ Thunderous silence is what is heard all around me/ Taking my time as I am blind and cannot see /The cloud of melancholy that's about to overwhelm me /Ducking and dodging evil entities, Lord please / I try to pray but then I'm swept off my feet by disease/ I freeze, not knowing what I'm up against/ I wanna represent but if I had the word this would make more sense/ I'm looking toward my heart, but ain't no scripture there/ Then I turn a look and see a cold hard stare/ Could this be death, the thought races through my dome/ How could this be, I thought this was my savior's home
Then I turn and look and see a being cloaked in white/ He's gagged and bound and weak from an apparent fight/ What have I done, my savior never became my lord/ So my spirit's suffocating cause its been ignored/ What can I do as a lonely tear escapes/ I close my eyes fall to knees and meditate
What can I do as a lonely tear escapes/ I close my eyes fall to knees and meditate
Throughout this gothic, dark view of my innerman, light brings dawn/ so I'll hush close my eyes
and view my heart , Introspection
Bound up, scattered and hurt all at the same time/ wanting desperately for a whole soul, amidst this mess I sigh/ this release enhances the need for me to look deeper within/ tired of speaking deliverance and haven't broken from my own sin/ Dag, that part of Daniel looks so jacked up/ in the place where only God can see is the exact area that needs to be cut/ I'm talking about lust, internet porn's got that sex spirit robust/ send your repentance spirit Lord, I turn, give me your trust/ with the sword of the spirit I'm ready to thrust, I'm ready to live, so something's got to die/ I see what I have to do as I take another sigh/ Ahhh, but I also see the good I've done/ but let me get out the 1900's and focus all on God's son/ easier said than done, but words are the foundation/ steady praying in tongues, let God speak the outcome/ the battle for my soul has been won, work out my salvation/ some say I might lose it, and others say I could never break that bond/ I pray the latter, but whatever the case be, I'll win/ work out this thing in God's presence and get real freedom from my sins/ throughout this gothic dark view of my inner man, light brings dawn/ so I'll hush, close my eyes and view my heart, Introspection
Poetically I speak as I reach/ Preach to one and all about the inheritance of the meek/ Speak and it shall be do as you would not and you shall see/ Power cometh in the last hour rather blatantly
At night I can feel myself breath/ flashbacks of my life, photographic memories/ those times in
my mind, I wish I could rewind/ but I must deny myself to receive Godly wealth
Now as I meditate sulfur laden beings come to captivate/ Incarcerate my ghost and my mind they inebriate/ Discombobulated I embark upon my senses/ Forbidden pleasures now my spirit's left defenseless
To yesterday with all those attempts to be recognized/ if you look deep in my eyes, you'll see my soul longing to feel the outside/ done experienced things a brotha coulda came out broken from/ But I know my creator and I'll stay in his everlasting arms
Congested and week my salvation starts a tussle/ My flesh is conversing but spirit slaps a muzzle/ Confusion and chaos depredation and annihilation/ All contributing to my mind's depreciation/ I'm facing an adversary more lethal then before/ Increased seven fold now there dealing lethal blows
Cause what we sometimes will becomes our Achilles heel/ that's why it is important in these last days to be spirit filled
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